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I wanted to do cartwheels around the room when Lilah divulged the information that she was most likely pregnant. She, on the other hand, looked like a deer caught in headlights. Like those young teenage girls that find out they're going to be mothers in months. I wasn't sure if it was the idea of having my child or having a child at all that had her speachless. Roger realized that it was a private moment and excused himself from the room. I had no idea what to say to Lilah so we sat in silence. Hours past and before I knew it we were in bed getting ready to sleep.
The next morning I awake to find the bed empty once again. Strolling into the bathroom I saw Lilah touching her stomach with a lost look in her eyes. Piere had called the night before and told me to bring her to his office in the morning. I cancelled her appointments and drove her to his hospital. Lilah hadn't said two words to me but I didn't take it personal. Soon as we got inside Piere's nurse had called Lilah in. I looked at her.
"Do you want me to come with or no?", I asked.

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notquitegood
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:04 pm (UTC)
I'd spent the whole night and most of the morning thinking about the possibility of being pregnant with Wesley's child. It wasn't so much the thought of having his baby, it was more about having one at all. I nodded when Wes asked if I wanted him to come in with me. I then walked into the exam room.

After I walked into the room Peiere smiled and had me sit down. "I have good news, well I hope it's good news" I sat there on the exam table gripping Wes's hand tightly.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:07 pm (UTC)
I'd heard the story of how my mother was when she was pregnant with me but nothing compared to the anxiousness and firmness of Lilah's grip. I kissed her hair and whispered,"It'll be okay luv.", in her ear. She seemed to relax just a bit at my words. When she turned to look at me I kissed her lips before we looked at Piere.
"What's the verdict doc?", I asked.
notquitegood
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:20 pm (UTC)
I relaxed some as Wes kissed me and told me it'd be okay either way. Peiere smiled and looked at Wes, then at me. "Well I did all the tests twice just to make sure, and well.. congratulations you're about four weeks pregnant." he kept smiling and looking at me as though I should be overjoyed or smiling uncontrolably. I just sat there looking from the two men to my stomach, the floor and back. "Well now at least we know.." After that I got dressed again and walked out of the room.


I waited by the car so if Wes had any questions he wanted to ask concerning me he could, even though I wasn't in the room.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:23 pm (UTC)
I hid my grin because of the way Lilah reacted. She just got dressed and walked out. I sighed as I looked at Piere.
"Is there anything we should be doing?"
notquitegood
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:49 pm (UTC)
I waited by the car while Wes was still in the doctor's office. Peire sighed. "Just keep her as comfortable as possible and watch the mood swings and cravings, they'll be pretty intense, that is if she plans on keeping it.. Although I do have to say that I don't know if it'll be an easy pregancy. Just tread very carefully. As for her reaction it's just shock and fear give her some time I'm sure she'll come around."

forsakenwatcher
Mar. 16th, 2007 11:51 pm (UTC)
I nodded at him before shaking his hand."Thanks for the help.", I replied before heading outside. Lilah was leaning against the car with her arms crossed. I unlocked the doors and we climbed in without a word. The drive home was the most chilling thing I'd ever experienced. Once we got into our mansion and into our room I closed the door and turned to look at her."Are we keeping it?"
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 12:07 am (UTC)
I looked at him as he asked about the baby. I sat down on the bed and sighed heavily. "I don't know.." I then went about changing out of my clothes and getting into bed. Roger was downstairs having a drink waiting for Wes to come downstairs and tell him the verdict. He got tired of waiting and went upto check on them.

He walked up to the door and knocked.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 12:08 am (UTC)
I opened the door to see Roger.
"She's pregnant.", I muttered before walking off. I grabbed my jacket and waved at Cecilia on the way out.
Roger walked into the room as Lilah climbed into bed.
'Oh hun..you're going to be a mommy.', he churped.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC)
I sighed. "Roger I.. I don't know if I want to keep it.. And wes just looks so.. upset. I'm terrifed Roger I don't know the first thing about being a mother. I'm not good with kids, hell I barely like them." I sat there in bed hugging the covers to myself and crying as I rocked slowly back and forth. I had no idea where Wes had run off to, just that he wasn't happy about how things were at the moment. I wanted to be okay with this, I wanted to just be happy about it like him,but I couldn't. "And sure I'm with Wes,but it's not like there's anything offical. I mean we're not married or anything like that, and now this happened.." I started crying harder and buried my face into the covers.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 12:32 am (UTC)
Roger sat next to her and wrapped his arms around her.
'Oh cupcake...you're not the first woman to be nervous.', he replied stroking her hair.'Do you want you and Wesley to be official? He seems like he wants to be.'

I jumped into my favorite sports car, let the top down, and turned on the radio. I turned it up and sped off with a sound Lilah must have heard. I put on my dark glasses and sat back to drive with one hand. More than anything I wanted to keep the baby but in the end it was up to Lilah. I took a deep breath realizing the weight of such a situation. Lilah wasn't the only one scared shitless...I was terrified too but I loved kids. I tried to picture Lilah with our child and I couldn't. She didn't seem like the baby type and I guessed that I'd end up taking care of the baby more. Running a hand through my hair I ignored the fact I ran a red light.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 01:08 am (UTC)
I managed to get myself under control enough to talk to Roger. "Roger I don't care if every other woman you know has had the same damn problem they're not me." I snapped back at him realizing I'd stopped crying and jumped right to being annoyed about the whole situation. "I don't do well with kids I never have and you of all people know that. They generally annoy the hell out of me. They're loud they cry, they get into everything and they make huge horrible messes. You can't take them anywhere without having to cart around all their things in something that should be the size of a damn car. Plus kids get way too clingly and sick and god Roger the list doesn't fucking end. And to top it all off if I keep it I can't drink for nine months and I'm going to get fat."


I couldn't even begin to think about how Wes was doing. I thought he might be as freaked out about all of this as I was,but he wasn't the one possibly going be having this baby. No that was all me. One the one hand I didn't want a kid because I was scared to death of becoming my mother and having a nanny take care of the baby. And on the other hand I wanted to do this for Wes to make him happy and to maybe prove to myself or my senile mother that she hadn't completely destroyed me as a parent.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 01:23 am (UTC)
Roger wasn't phased by her outburst. He was one of few people who actually weren't scared of Lilah. Standing up he put one hand on his hip.
"You know what Lilah Elizabeth Morgan...you need to grow up and admit you're scared. You're right, most women aren't like you but that's because they allow their hubands or boyfriends or whatever you want to call Wesley to be there for them. He's a person too and you guys need to have a long sit down and talk this out. A blind man can see how much that man loves you and what he'll do for you. Hell...he brought your ass all the way here from LA.', he smirked at her shocked look.'If you want the kid keep it...if not you need to come up with other alternatives then trying to be all snippy with me, Cupcake.'
Taking a breath from his own tired Roger fixed his jacket, smoothing out the sleeves.'Yes, you can't drink.', he added in a calmer voice, yes you'll gain weight, but Wes still love you. He'll be supportive as ever; rubbing sore body parts, going to the the appointments, helping you take care of your clients. As far as being official that's a separate situation all together. So stop trying to be the ice queen and look at this with objectivity rather than bias and emotion.'

I slowed down when I saw the 'Welcome to Genoa' sign. I'd come across it one time on my way home from a mission. It was a pleasant little city with a beautiful beach. I drove for a few more miles to see the Lingurian Sea. Putting the top up I locked the doors and made my way to the water. I took off my shoes and put them down to roll up my pants. Feeling the sand in between my toes I thought about the first time Lilah and I went to a beach. She complained every second of it but she was gorgeous in her bikini, wrap, and sunglasses. We were there for hours. We spent the night making love under the excuse of admiring each other's tans. Shaking my head I sat down and stared into the moonlite water.
"Are you really ready for parenthood?", I asked myself out loud.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 01:41 am (UTC)
I lookled at Roger as he got all speechy at me and sighed dramatically. "Okay I get it the offical thing is a completely other issue. And I want the baby I just don't know if I can handle everything that comes with them. Although I guess you're right about Wes he'd do anything for me,he's a lot like someone else we know in that respect. You could stick around and help out too you know. I mean we have enough rooms. Can you get me some cranberry juice?"


I smiled for the first time since I'd found out I was going to have a baby. "I'm going to be a mother.. I won't end up like my mother right?" I liked having Cecilia around,but I wanted to be able to spend as much time as possible with our baby, than my mother had with me as I grew up. If I had to I'd hire a nanny,but I didn't want to.
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forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:03 am (UTC)
Her throaty moan got me hard again in seconds. Lilah made me feel like the young man I was when I first lost my virginity. Touching her waist I slowly lowered her onto me. She let out the deepest moan I'd heard in all the time we'd been having sex. Lilah never really made loud noise because she felt it was cheesy and porn flick like. Leaning forward I kissed her as she moved up and down on me.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:11 am (UTC)
As I rode him I was begining to think that the hormone shift may not be so bad. Especially if I could end up having great sex with him like this. I just let myself get completely lost in what was happening around me for what felt like the first time in ages. It'd been a while since I'd just let myself not think about anything other than just what my body wanted. And Wes was doing a damn good job of giving me exactly what I wanted. It wasn't long before I could feel myself tightening then letting go no that soon after.

I eventualy collapsed in a sweaty satified heap on top of Wes.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:16 am (UTC)
I came soon after her and held her. Smoothing her hair I whispered in Italian in her ear."Siete la donna più bella che ha pascuto mai la mia vita.", holding her I layed down. I ran my fingers through her hair with a content smile on my face."I love you Lilah.", I replied as I kissed her forehead. She didn't like me saying it often so it was strickly a bedroom phrase for us.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:20 am (UTC)
I kissed him deeply adding a little tounge as he he started speaking Italian in my ear. I loved when he spoke Italian to me, it always sounded so romantic. I smiled and broke away long enough to look at him. "I know you do" I then started kissing him again.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:28 am (UTC)
I figured that we were done but the way she was kissing me I knew we weren't. Usually Lilah would roll over and sleep, declaring that she had work in the morning. 'I know you do.', wasn't 'I love you too' but it was the first time she'd ever acknowledged me saying it. Usually she would give me a nervous smile then try to go to sleep. Kissing lead to me finding myself on top and inside her again.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:33 am (UTC)
I just laid back at let Wesley go to town on me. I ran my hands through his hair as my hips matched his thrusts. And my lips found the spot just below his ear and I sucked lightly on it nipping at it a little too. If he'd payed any attention to Peiere's earlier warnings that I'm sure were given he should be enjoying this while it lasts. I kissed him as my nails raked down his back.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:38 am (UTC)
I damn near purred in her ear when her nails raked my back. Lilah had taught me that a bit of pain intensified the pleasure. With her legs wrapped around my waist and my hands gripping the edge of the bed I went deep as possible without being rough. My face was buried in her neck, kissing and licking as I moved in and out.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:44 am (UTC)
I moaned and picked up my pace a little more to meet his thusts. I was loving everything he was doing to me even though he was being as gentle as possible. Although that part was starting to get on my nerves just a little. "Wes.. I'm .. not a porcecilan doll.." I managed to grit out. "I'm not going to break if you're a little rougher" I laid my head to the side to allow him better acess to my neck.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:47 am (UTC)
"It's...uh...", I groaned as I picked up her leg to get even deeper."I-I just don't what to hurt the baby.", I gritted out. For some reason everything felt hightened. I guess the whole pregnant thing might have an effect. I was loving every second because Piere once she got into of the trimesters there was no sex.
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:52 am (UTC)
I sighed and looked at him. "Wes the baby is fine" It was almost kind of sweet that he was worried about the baby. I kissed him as I felt myself letting go again. I was starting to come down off what felt like a doubled high, and sleep was starting to kick in.
forsakenwatcher
Mar. 17th, 2007 07:54 am (UTC)
With those words I got a bit rougher, almost slamming into her unto I felt both our bodies tense. I froze as the wave of pure pleasure came over me and I hoped Lilah had gotten hers because I was done for the night. I layed on top of her with a huff."Damn..."
notquitegood
Mar. 17th, 2007 08:02 am (UTC)
I smiled and rolled over to try and get some sleep. "that was fun.." I kissed him. " Night Wes" I then turned over and let sleep take over for the rest of the night.
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